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loving you always ♥
Definitely not a good year in 2009 but i'm sure the economy would catch up by 2010, if it isn't for family and stuff i wouldn't be bothered with celebrating; managed to get around 300 bucks off the red packets i've gotten while visiting, not too much though but i'm gonna save em' up for some good use later. So whats my new year resolution? "Hope she'll get herpes off a willy and die from it." Yeah i was serious about that. Just before cny i got pissed over some lads who were talking bout me well not lads but just someone. I was thinking, its been about 3 years or so yet she couldn't get over with
it( i'll explain later). she, along with a few others were in a mass conversation, so she said she hates me and that she said i was a despo (i know whats going on). So when i knew about it i was like "whut>? da bitch's bitching again!" So i asked to "get into the conversation" to check whats going on. So yeah finally i was added in and i said "So been talking about me huh? who's that fucker?".
And it all started there and she brought back all the past thinking that she could take the mickey out of me. Well i don't think its that simple she's probably just lonely and seeking for some attention. It was late in the evening when it all started. I was like, damn whats with all these bickering cant you get over it its been 3 years since we broke up. She said i sucked and was ugly and that no girl would want me for that. I was like "Geez sif you were fucking gorgeous lmao". I was actually thinking, " Damn i was so bloody blind when i was 3 years younger if i knew i would rather date a donkey". She broke up with me back then cause i was going after 2 other girls so she got jealous about it. When i first knew her i thought she would be a nice, demure and quiet sheila but hell it was the opposite. And to fuck it all up, she's hell emotional and i hate such people cause it's plain stupid. Going back to the topic of the 2 girls, yeah i bet she bad mouthed me to the them. I knew ashie was into this he's quite a twat too so sod it ive blocked and deleted him off messenger though. Whats more, a bunch of coward pricks who doesn't stand up to the problem and take sides, i hate friends who simply couldn't decide rights and wrongs. She started it all and she'll better be the one to apologize. i'm not someone who hold grudges but i will if you cross the line. I'm sure i'll forgive her so long as i get an apology. Thats what i promised a
friend but lets see how this turns out.