} Therein Lies the Rub.

&--Monday, July 13, 2009 ; 9:52 PM
EldwinSchrodinger @ I've been an ass to you.

loving you always ♥

I know i've been an ass to you lately cuz its like we haven't chat for ages and when we met its like i'm giving you a cold shoulder. Its not because of you or her i just dunno how to put it cause when i try to tell you its like i'm giving an excuse but when i try to explain i feel that i'm running away from it. its just, partly, i'm stressed up with my workload, by upcoming biz plan which i planned out with a few others. But i think its caused of the problem we had in our clique that really affected me and i thought it would be ok within a few days or so. I thought we could hang out like before. I thought i could bring back the past again. But it seems it takes a while before stuff gets better.

And right now i'm also confused who're the innocent ones i've been hating all these while which caused a stir but its like there's no way i'm gonna like walk up to them and tell them "I'm sorry for messing things up i hope we'll be friends again". Not my kinda thing i'd do for sure. Besides, i guess you've got better friends out there so its like i would rather you have fun with them cause to be honest, i'm not someone who could crack jokes, being high and stuff but i'm someone who's pretty much more serious about life. And its like, i dun wanna dig in too much pretending to chat with you for the sake of chatting aimlessly cause i feel its so fake like what people are doing. I'm just trying to be myself and this is the real me. I'm only a good listener but i cant spark convos. Well its more like i'm sharing things about myself i guess a shit load of others would be reading through this but nah it doesn't matter tho. Cheers ya?

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