} Therein Lies the Rub.

&--Saturday, August 22, 2009 ; 2:11 AM
EldwinSchrodinger @ I'm soooo not a good friend... i'm sorry alright? LOL!

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While people are praising how good their friends are i think i should be starting a new trend telling people how bad of a friend i am. I mean seriously look, i used to have tons of friends in school. Just cuz of one stupid screw up i just feel that I'm not like. Look here I'm not gaining sympathy or what cause i don't need any. Corrine's a really nice friend, like Eugene, cookie and all. But people have to know. I don't talk doesn't mean i don't care. yeah i got to make things clear to my other friends too. I'm just a freaking geek and i engage 60% of my life in front of the PC looking up new stuff and hobbies to keep me going like axle grease on a machine. Well people might get insulted if they read this but this is my way of expressing cause i like to reason things out. I may not be a good friend who talks to anyone like every other day but I'm someone who could bail your ass out someday if you need some major help. Well that's what real friends should do right? but people just under appreciate that. Param's a good mate though at times I'll make fun of him calling him black and stuff but we are still best buddies and we hang out frequently. We helped one another out, share our problems.

What i would hate most are people who could still smile at me like nothing's wrong but they do have issues with me. Ok Eldwin please grow out of this cause this is reality. yeah don't have to tell me that i know i just want to write it down to state the obvious. Things won't be like before anymore ever since so much has happened. Like i have always said, your decisions are all irreversible. Once they are decided, you cant change the course but you can try to amend it. As for her, I still feel she's in a depression. Sometimes i wanna ask her if she's fine but its just I'm not good with it. I get paranoid when people tell me their fine but actually they're not. I think I'd prefer if you'll tell me you're not fine. Maybe i would feel better? hahahaha what a sicko -.- But yeah the whole point of the idiotic post is, I'm not gonna acknowledge them all anymore. I don't think its worth talking to people who are either immature or just narrow minded. ;)) Please don't feel insulted. if you are. Then try to change my point of view.

I delete people off Facebook there's a reason. I don't see a need to have friends i don't talk to or rarely talk to in my list.. I'm sorry but its reality i merely learnt how to be harsh in this world.

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