} Therein Lies the Rub.

&--Wednesday, February 3, 2010 ; 11:33 AM
EldwinSchrodinger @ Cloudy moments

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I haven't been too sociable lately and just I'm too cooped up with assignments. Like now my life's just all about assignments and trying to squeeze some time with my parents as well as some of my newly made friends. I made 2 very big mistakes in my life which i've ought to get over it but i cant help the fact having nightmares of it. My passion is not into studying IT but i have no idea why i picked this course via DPA instead. I could have chosen some Business course instead since i was even short listed for the interview, passed it and got into poly. Yeah that was my first mistake. 2nd, was to slack my days away when i was in year 1. and for that my cumulative gpa was 3.16. I thought it could have been better. And my interest totally lost when i came to year 2. Now I'm thinking, how am i gonna be able to get passed this current semester and head on to year 3 with this kind of caliber.

I don't know if I'm thinking too much but i get overly worried about my future and what university I'm gonna be going to. My dream used to be NUS and i was hoping to take up applied physics. That has been my childhood dream as i was overly active in physicsforum at a point of time. But then i thought to myself, I'm either gonna be working oversea or i'll be stucked with being a lecturer when i get my masters. Or rather, the term "If".
Look at the modules under the faculty of physics. I know its not easy but thinking of it comparing to my current path of doing programming i would rather be studying math and science instead.

Group A

PC5201 Advanced Quantum Mechanics
PC5202 Advanced Statistical Mechanics
PC5203 Advanced Solid State Physics
PC5210 Advanced Dynamics
PC5211 Advanced Electrodynamics
PC5214 Principles of Experimental Physics

Group B

PC5204 Special Topics in Physics
PC5205 Topics in Surface Physics
PC5206 Selected Topics in Quantum Field Theory
PC5207 Topics in Optical Physics
PC5208 Superconductivity
PC5209 Accelerator Based Materials Characterization
PC5212 Physics of Nanostructures
PC5213 Advanced Biophysics
PC5228 Quantum Information and Computation
PC5234 Quantum Finance
PC5239 Special Problems in Physics
* At present, one module is worth 4 MCs.

Oh yeah NUS is too much for me. Yeah i woke up from the impossible. Not even Princeton university was for me, Nor even NTU, well you'll need to have a GPA which gos over 3.7 or you should just forget about it. I wished i could turn back time and start maturing earlier. At least life would have been different. I just fell i'm not even achieving my dreams nor even working towards it.

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